The date was August 30, 2008 I had just had the most surreal night of my life. I had been at the youth group I attend and we were in the middle of worship when 1 of the pastors began to pray for me. He said how he truly believed that there was a special reason that i was there tonight (it was the first time I had gone in probably a good 2 months) and that sutin special was gonna happen that night, he said that he believed that god had a special future for me set out and he prayed that everything in my life that was hurting me or bringing me down would be gone and that god would see me through it. And idk what happened but he was saying how special each of us is because jesus died for us that god sent his 1 son down to earth to be killed for us, and he said that he believed that even if i was the only person on earth that God still would have sent jesus to die for me and how much God loved me and he said again how God has a set future 4 me and that I'm gonna be sucessful and somewhere in the time when he was saying how if i was the only person left on earth I started 2 do something i havn't done in atleast 2 years ...
I started to cry
I don't know why but I swear, honest to God I felt like this huge weight just lifted off my shoulders when he said it and as unrealistic as it sounds for a second God had control of me, my legs went weak while i was crying and i felt so safe with him praying for me knowing that god would've sent his only son to be killed for me.
This blog is not only a real life true story about yours truly, but it's also meant as a prayer and a message of hope to everyone out there on FN no matter how low your life gets, (and trust me mine got pretty damn low) there is hope and you can be saved God bless all who read this blog and give them and the ones they care about safety and good health for years to come.
- Big Papi sssc