08:12 AM ET 04.09 | So far, the numbers are not pretty -- including Monday's allowing of seven runs in four innings to push his ERA to nearly 15.00. [Halladay] said the 14.73 ERA he is sporting after two starts has nothing to do with his mechanics or his shoulder or his legs or his back. "It's 95 percent mental," Halladay said. He walked as many batters as he struck out -- three apiece -- and threw 40 of his 99 pitches outside the strike zone. "I would say 95 percent is mental," Halladay said. "It's simplifying, it's getting to the basics. ... It's a game of failure and I've had my fair share. Some days you're a horse and some days you're a horse's [behind] and I've been a horse's [behind] for a little while."