04:56 PM ET 06.26 | The room had gone dead silent as he considered the dark cloud hanging over his company and his family. Investigators appear to be pressing for indictments, maybe even his, he acknowledged. He says he hasn't done anything wrong and he is "very comfortable" with his personal position. "I really can't worry about indictments because I have no control," he says slowly. "My focus has got to be on fixing the problem with the companies [that are Pilot's customers], making it right if we owe them something. I got to focus on what I can control." Lawyers and Pilot's trucking customers have filed 15 lawsuits against Pilot. Five Pilot sales employees have reached plea agreements with federal prosecutors. Both the company and its board are conducting separate investigations. The company's credit ratings have been put on negative watch for possible downgrade by Moody's Investors Service MCO +0.67% and Standard & Poor's Corp.